Friday, May 27, 2011

GRE Review: in the beginning...

Hi Readers,

Most of you know that I'm applying to PhD programs and the Peace Corps this Fall 2011.  Part of the requirements is taking the GRE subject test.  The great news is that this test is not the only factor considered when getting in a program.  Most of the people I've talked with said that preparing for this test is like finding a needle in a haystack.  There are so many Western Literature classics and greats that reading them and retaining them in a matter of months is a herculean task.

What to do? Find cliff notes, read summaries, use GRE specific study guides, and hope that something is remembered while taking the test.  To start off my reading list, I'm perusing 2 books: one on Greek myths and another on a more contemporary modern postcolonial novel by Nick Joaquin ( Cave and Shadows ).

In all honesty, readers, these books just happened to be in my library ( or were they "fated" to be read at this time? ).  I found the Greek myths in a used bookstore during my graduate days at USU.  These myths are classics and foundational ( never changing ).  Most of the texts I've read in my English career have profusely alluded to them ( how scary is it to use local sayings and accept cultural beliefs ignorant of their origins? ).

The violence in the myths, according to the end notes dealt with the transition from matriarchy ( the goddess/es ) to patriarchy ( a single God ): a power issue.  One way to show that power is by defiling/rewriting others' stories and narratives.  So, it would make sense ( on a flip side ) then that to re/gain power, it's important to write one's own story/narrative, diba?

I was reminded of my co-worker's thesis about abortion narratives.  I think my co-worker is leaning towards pro-choice.  She noted that most abortion narratives follow a paternal sexual pattern: there's a beginning, middle ( climax ), and an ending ( denouement ).  She argued that for women who went through abortion, to be empowered and to heal faster ( from such a "trauma" ), their narratives shouldn't conform to such a rigid structure.  There are lingering effects, and denouements don't necessarily occur.

( interesting to note also, the power in "drag"... according to the end notes, when women [the goddess/es] ruled, they would sacrifice a male "king" on the 13th month [hence the lost/forgotten zodiac/horoscope]... the male had the privilege to mate with the queen and live luxuriously for a month and then BOOM- sacrificed... some scholars even accounted that when these "males" were dressed in the queen's clothes/garments, people perceived them as power figures [clothes transfer power/status?], interesting diba?... I'm further reminded of the cross dressing in Shakespeare... oh connection! )

Nick Joaquin coming soon...

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Random? sans transition lens

Namaste Readers,

How does one make the transition into the stark reality between a "1st" World country (US) and a "3rd" World country (PI)? By retreating into the luxury of condos located in the cool mountainous region of Tagaytay.  Just kidding.  But in all honesty, being "middle"class has its advantages: avoiding The Tourist fascade ( a flop of a movie according to hearsay ), and questioning reality: How does one go back and forth more easily between worlds? Is it even possible?

I accompanied my aunt to the market ( wet and dry market ).  A guy chopped buko with his machete a la Hibachi style and later scooped up the coconut meat and water.  I ate sweet corn and drank taho.  I watched my aunt barter with the vendors as she inspected poultry.

A little girl tried to sell me plastic bags.  I showed her that we already had bags, then she pouted her lips and looked inquiringly with her dewy eyes: "Sige na, kuya?" I didn't know what to do; I was amused and sad at the situation.  Eventually the little girl walked away.

My cousin's business partner lent him his condo for the weekend.  In the 2.5 bedrooms unit, we watched mostly Western movies ( comedy and horror ), ate merienda, and took many pictures.  On Saturday, we had breakfast buffet at the club house, and then we went to a mini-zoo.  We ended the day lounging with Watermelon shake and a view of Taal Lake and region.

By Sunday afternoon we were back in Manila.  The oppressive heat was going to be delayed temporarily.  Unlike in the US, where weather coverage is at least 20% of the news content, the incoming storm was mentioned in passing.  "Chedeng's" impact was estimated to happen on Wednesday ( many things could happen between now and then so it was pointless to have multiple updates ).

We went to the bank to exchange money.  I needed 2 IDs so my cousin exchanged the money for me.  Two $50 bills were rejected because one looked too "old" and another had a minor rip.  Why aren't they using those specialized pen and other machines that detect the watermarks etc. instead of their flawed eyes?  What confounded me was the policy that the rejected bills couldn't be exchanged immediately, but they could be deposited.

Food didn't save the day.  The burger I ate fell flat; its substandard burger patty was of a high school cafeteria quality.  At least I found a bargain ( a cool backpack and umbrella for $46 ).  Another day, another chance...